dun let ur hands off

some people are not willing to see their beloved family members or friends to leave their side to a different world, but some send their most related-family members away without missing them~
this is very confusing...i couldnt barely think or imagine people around leaving me...tat would be very sad n i'll be devastated...but why...there's abortion...if u have all the matters of having a baby, pls do not abort them, feel them inside ur body...their are really a part of you..
but well...i'm no good to judge people or debate on this matter~~ just i felt sad when this thing happen...oh well, u have all the rights to do the thing tat u wan...but wat bout the baby...
argh~ controversial topic..

i'm crying on behalf of the babies~~ sob sob~~

n praying hard for Chica's father who is above us now, may you rest in peace..

Hills Centenary house- carer's cottage- my production

read this poem and feel it with ur heart (this poem is written by Simone who is the carer for her 3 disabled children)...

Angels fall,
tired from flying.
Halos are rusty,
from all that crying.
Can’t give up,
gotta keep on trying.
Look at the love,
it’ll keep you flying.

Visit the house of Angels~

do u feel it? the first time i read it, i didnt realise anything special about it~ but...the most touching word tat make me tears up is Halos are rusty from all that crying!!! oh my god...from all that crying, imagine how hard to live as a carer and the most important thing for carer is family..i cannot imagine tat~~ thats too...touching!!! praise all the carer~~

the second part of the poem~

Angels unite with wings of white
Now halos are bright,
Angels always wash away pain
Get ready,
get set,
to start again.

This is the house of angels.

all the carers are ready to start again~ how happy~~ ooooo~~~

actually this poem is taken from Simone to recited (recited by Leigh) inside a corp.documentary tat me n my group are goin to film~~ in the pro- production stage now...the carer are the angel living on earth!!! yeah!!! salute~

cant wait to see the final and can get the highest marks in the class~~ wow~~

i pray~~

high fees=bad quality

the fee tat we paid for degree in curtin university actually are not worth it...

especially the FTV units...ppl who didnt do the editing stuff wont know much about editing...even the editor have to learn how to use the program themselves!! really not worth it

they say they dun wan to spoon feed us, but we pay that loadsss 'lot' of cash for?? for ourselves to learn it? better stay at home and learn it rather than spending RM 300k for 3 yrs study in Perth...haih~~ susah!! with that money i can go shopping like mad!! i can go anywhere i wan!! i can have fun fun fun~~ and enjoy enjoy enjoy~~

oh well...ppl now are materialistic...money face...certificate face...the world are changing...
argh..alien attacking us..

without the certificate u cant get a good job...but with the certificate u can guarantee a job feeewww~~

expecting winter...welcoming winter

(p.s i would like to wear like tat giant bear!! help me!!pic taken inside David Jones!! haha)

its been raining like cats n dogs this weekend...

make me headache after being showerd by the rain...need to take bus and walk to school with the rain welcoming me!

winter is here, they estimate tat it might drop to 5 celcius every night of winter!!

i think i need to hug a big bottle of hot water to keep me warm

another 4 weeks of study and i basically need to go school everyday, with the winter i dun even wan to wake up in the morning! pls help me to keep me warm!!!

bath....once in two days!! shame to say that but i dun even have the guts to step inside the bath tub!! its too cold...when i touches the water it makes me shiver like baby!! argh!!! i dun like winter!!

and beautiful trees and flower....are dead...drop dead...dry drop dead..

mid yr holiday 07

hm hm..
my flight back is on the 20th! from JOhor...why from Johor??
because i'm using Tiger Airways (harimau terbang) from Perth to Singapore on the 19th then backpacking from Singapore to Johor....then will reach Miri after that lo..cant wait..but i dont want the day to come because tats mean my exam is coming as well!! argh!! got a massive paper on the 12th june! bugger! haven even study for the paper...been busy for my advertising ideation and documentary editing (although i'm not the editor...but as a director (woohoo) i need to accompany my dear Christina Koh Na Na to edit!) hahahaha...been spending most of my weekend at the editing suite! argh

well, my holiday will be at Kota Kinabalu!! yeah for 4 days 3 nights with with ah biao! hahaha
cant wait...
reminder to myself..must go Manukan Island...Mount Kinabalu?...and eat a LOT of seafood!
and also go jalan jalan at centre point although my fren say nothing to shops at KK also!! haha

Then after tat i'll be at Miri for 6 weeks before my second semester starts...feeww...another torturing semester!!! (my semester one ends with 30 or more assignments!!! and a paper!)
conclusion of semester= play, study, sleep, eat, assignments, project, assignments, project, assignments again...and project..plus exam! and stress no forgetting scary due date!

after my graduation on feb 2008...adios Perth!!!! Miss ya!! hahaha

favourite show 'lollipop'

my current favourite shows are Lollipop (bang bang tang) by Taiwan's Channel V...where a group of young guys try to entertain the viewers with their performance (dance, singing, acting, rap..blablabla).
Its a bit cheesy tho for me cos their fans or target audiences are actually teenage kids...as i consider myself as an adult!!
haha~~ my favourites boys in lollipop are terry, siau ma, owodog, ye shou, ah ben, and ya kao!! they are cute and handsome (o.s. everybody like to watch nice beautiful stuff rite)
lollipop is a good show to release my stress from overloaded university work and hectic life!
highly recommended!

Then my second fav to date are the america's next top model season 8!! still downloading it...but i know who won the final thou..hate it...dont like her much as i like the others why! why! why she won the title! oh well, not me to voice out my opinion! very sien sia~~

Outdated mamak 2006 in Curtin, Perth!! crazy ppl!!

At the beginning of the mamak night, everyone was anxious about malaysian food in curtin,
although i didnt eat much because i was loitering around bugging ppl to join some bored stuff.
Well, It started quite polite, smiling gracefully to the camera..
Then we started to play with our so called 'cutenest' and act innocent (do we look innocent?)

We are playing ABC....Obviuosly i'm the talest!! hahaha

with siau fui and everlyn~~

and again...

I was very stong after drinking red-bull (as if)!! she is so tiny and light!!!

i carried her around the tavern and say hi to everyone! muahaha

At the end...we post as a pool dancer to entertain ourself n the cameraperson...wat a night..

-_-

just trying to put some picture into my blog

`trying hard`

this picture was actually shot by christine darling lim two years ago for one of her assignments!!

both of us have fun in the studio and we like monopictures!!! look stunning and classic (ehem)!

ahdui

aiyo....
did i just say that i need to make this bolg active than my previous one?!
its been three months since i....totally lost my short term memory on it~~
muhaha....i need to be consistent ler~~

cheers
i'll be back~~