i'm sick

sad
sob sob

its been like 2.5 weeks of me...sick...start with a fever then soar throat...
then i feel pain in my central abdomen...then it spread to my right upper quadrant abdomen..
on tues 9th oct...noon...pain attack again (although it comes and goes for 2.5 weeks but this time real pan!) i cannot do anything but cry (i seldom cry of pain...i'm indeed a strong person, i only cry over film n drama i've watched)...then my sis sent me to royal perth hospital...stay there for more than 5 hours...they did blood test on me (believe me..the needle damn big one la!)...x ray, urine test...found out that i'm healthy like a baby! haha!! i got high protein somemore!! then wats my problem...wat kinda thing i'm into...encounter this much of pain??!! the doc say i might got gallbladder stone! what the??!! wats tat? erm...argh...i know...stone tat are not suppose to be in my body~~the doc say i need ultrasound to detect the stone then i was discharge.

today (thursday)i went to the clinic....sees the doc, she say i look healthy...but i cant breath deep, yawn and laugh...my abdomen feel like cramping and in pain like bruise inside my liver...
doc ask me to dothe ultrasound....so i did it, bring back the result to the doc again...nothing was detected...hm....blur...the doc also blur...thinking wat might i have!! cancer maybe...choi choi choi!! finally the doc say i might hurt myself ....ran over by a bike maybe??!! or someone hit me without me noticing...(i got n idea...maybe someone or something ran over me in my dream!!haha)...the doc say my rib might have bruise cause of unknown stuff and need time to heal...just like when u have bruise on ur leg or arms..it takes time to heal...well, i think i need to stay with the pain when i breath, yawn, sneezes, and laugh until it gones!!! sien!!! why ar!!!

the doc prescribe me with a strong pain killer to decrease the level of pain...i wonder if i would take any...cos i'm really good in taking pain...seriuosly, although i'm not a sick maniac or something....cos when the nurse take my blood with a super thick needle...i feel erm...nothing...less painful than the pain attacking my abdomen la... think next time when my abdomen really in pain again...i need to go hospital instead of taking pain killer...haha

p.s. not to mention...the doc gave me morphine when i was in the hospital...the feeling are very funny,i feel energetic and high...is that the vocab tat i shud use?? high?? anyway...first time trying out the morphine could be the last time...i would never think of taking morphine for any other causes!! drug is bad guys!!! haha...reminder to those who wanna try or are addicted!!

LYN